I hate it when I wake up feeling lonely once again.. I hate the fact that it carries out through out the whole day..

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Me and my boyfriend are on a break.. let's start with that.

Last week-- Wednesday..

Morning/noon
I started the day off missing my first class. Not a big deal. A field trip was scheduled that day for my painting class to do a studio visit. Our professor's studio was AMAZING. She was probably just showing off to us how loaded she was. Carnwath Empire she calls it. Her studio is a fucking warehouse.. consisting of I believe four floors? Long story short, she had a fucking bachelor's flat style at the top floor (art from established artists decorating her every wall).. 2nd floor- two huge rooms- one studio- one gallery style so she can view her work at a gallery setting. 3rd floor- 2 massive storage rooms for her work. 4th floor- office/storage rooms. The question of safety was brought up and she flipped a switch and I swear her building was probably covered by this bullet proof metal shield.

Afternoon
Sara had previously asked me to do her a favor of taking her to Home Depot to buy wood for her birdhouse project. We went to Popeyes and had bomb fried chicken with all the works. We decided to end our day after that.

Night
Sara calls me to tell me we should definitely go out that night. I'm always down to do whatever of course! Going to some open mic night at a bar in Oakland, FAIL! Didn't want to pay cover charge because that can easily be a drink! Got hit on by the bouncer.

We ended up going back to Berkeley. We decided to skip Frat bars and go to where a more mature crowd goes. We decided on Beckett's (they had awesome live performances! Old portraits of men on the walls [whig party-esque?] plus one of U2's Bono? WTF was that about?). Me and Sara just kept hitting the beers as soon as we get there.. random conversations and all.. it was fun! Sara, when we got there, kept talking about how cute some guy that was standing at the bar looked. He was sitting next to her and didn't realize it. He's waaayyy to old so I had no interest. We ended talking to this guy who was really cool and we can totally relate to (art). We didn't realize it at the time but he kept name dropping just so he can make himself look good. He claimed he was one of the founders of Rocksteady Crew. He was quite surprised that I've heard of them and knew who the founder was. Turns out (because I like to check up on things) that this guy was a member of the Rocksteady revival Crew. And not part of the original. Him and Sara hit it off. Blah, blah, blah..

As for me, feeling left out of their conversation for a while because of my constant trips to the restroom (Sara by the way, kept buying me beer because she felt she owed me after taking her to Home Depot.. I never say no to drinks! Keep 'em coming!). I saw a guy next to me doodling. I casually asked if him if he was drawing. He told me that we has actually writing notes for his company. We ended up just chatting for a good 30 min. I don't believe anything people say at a bar (especially a guy cause I know they're trying to just impress you! I've had it happen to me! Rocksteady guy!).. Anyways he's a Doctor and he worked for Cal. We talked about many other things and just hit it off great until Sara said we needed to go cause the bar was closing. Dan, the doctor, asked for my number. I gave it to him of course.

My night was almost over after that.. As for Sara...... not just yet. We ended up taking Rocksteady guy, Jason "Easy Roc", back to her place. We talked for a while us three and drank more wine to settle the night. All that drinking just got to me and I decided I needed to sleep. As soon as I laid down on the couch, her bedroom door shuts.. and they're both gone. All I'm going to say is that after, it was all full of regrets for her. She has a boyfriend in Philly who's going to law school.

This was actually an abridged version. There's WAY more that I left out.

Wednesday was actually just a precursor to the actual Epic night, Sunday.

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I had an epic night-day on Sunday-Monday. A rough one, but epic. Does it relieve all of my sexual frustrations? Hm. Nope.. I don't think so. Oh, and so far only three people know exactly what had happened......

Why is it that only this point of my life I'm realizing that I'm finally growing up?

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I've lost some! I don't know how much but all I know is that I can fit into some pants and shorts that I wore 3-4 years ago. I've gone down 2 pants sizes. I want to get back into shape and back to my high school weight. In high school I weighed like 110-115 lbs. Early this year I was at 140-145 lbs (yikes!). I want to go work out.. and run. I used to be very fit. (0: Oh..and I'm quite short too... 5'2. I guess the only negative thing to losing weight is not being top heavy? If yah get what I mean..

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